My dad is a poop head >.>

Finally eating Lindo Truffles from last years birthday that are about to expire in 20 days. sweet and bitter dark chocolate is what it is.

I sadly realized today that i dont feel like i have many close friends, only a few. My parents wanted to go river rafting and told me to invite the usual people i hang out with and the only 2 people who I want to hang out arent going to be here >.> My other friends have slowly just felt distant. Not at school, but whn i dont see them, they rarely text back when i text them and when they do they just randomly stop after a while. And its this way with 2 other friends i thought were closer… >.> and it sucks cuz i dont want to tell them cuz i dont want to be selfish or sound clingy or just expect to much from people, which so people have told me before. So yeah i told my dad its kinda hrd to do and he went on about how its easy to just get your friends you like hanging out with to come and i dont even know my other friends that i htought were clsoe even want to hang out with me. I feel like that paranoid kid who thinks that his freinds are talking badly about him behind his back and act really nice to him at school, but in actuality don want to talk to him. Sigh friends shouldnt think that of friends >.>

well thats my rant for the week blehhhhh all this poop in life

And i hate the phrase life isnt fair. Cuz life really is not fair, but it’s only unfair because people make it unfair. And that just makes me upset at the people who dont try  

Was suppose to hang out with friends today but got cancelled and missed two birthday parties because i turned them down so i could be with friends who said they were postponing it two next week because they couldnt use that persons house next week if we did it today. So yeah couldnt go to two evens that i couldve gone to but no, i am here having had no fun at home bored doing hw. Have to do hw all day tomorrow and study for tests and couldnt relieve my stress today and the people i was talking to just stopped texting me WHAT IS UP WITH THIS! gahhhasdfahslvadfa

i hate it when ppl just stop text, if they fall asleep i understand but in the middle of the day when i reply like 5 minutes after them many other times as well i do not understand. So today was my only day to relieve stress and have fun but Gah! I just wanted to have some sort of enjoyment today, but no sadly. 

SO that is my rant for my thoroughly disappointing day and eventually weekend.